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Whats with all the shit you've been telling me because it just doesn't add up right. I know I'm only seventeen a teen in between and almost eighteen and I need to have fun but how can I when your the one holding me back and not ready to let me go just because you don't trust me or whatever because thats what it seems and I'm sick of it and I know that time is ticking away but you just got to realize that I'm not a little girl anymore. I'm growing up and trying to live life the right way but you say I don't know whats going on but wrong because I do and its a really crazy world that we're living in today and why can't you see that I'm living my life the way I want it to be and making the good choices instead of the bad ones that some other people choose. Why can't you see that I'm walking with the Lord who's leading me into the light and as well leading me to do right and you wonder why we can't talk it out instead we scream our feelings out. You say you understand me but I don't think you do but I have friends that do and with whatever I can't say to you then I go to them for they understand me and they maybe going through some rough times as well and its tough but I just need to have space when your always on my case so I need to get out of the house every once in a while to hang out and be with the people my age and to keep on the same page and yes I will always love you through all the days to come and I'm not dumb as you think I may be so just lay off with all the put downs and you can never change the person that I am now.