Well My Summer is Coming To An End

My summer is almost over and the time to start back to school. My summer has gone by fast and I don't think I'm ready to start back but oh well its coming and there's nothing we can do about it. Well anyways I'm gona be a Junior which is hard to belive and its like woah where has the time gone well according to my parents. But I just hope that I have a fun year this year well last year was fun to but yeah anyways I really hope that I pass to graduate because this is more then likely the year I'm worried about because I'm worried about failing math because we just don't get along. But I'm gona work really hard and do the best I can and ask for a lot more help and also can't wait till basketball starts again cause it is what I do and oh wow forgot the practice which is always hard but practice does make perfect which I'm gona work hard at that to and just practice practice and do the best that I can do and just give the crowd what they're looking for and show them what I'm made of. But like I said I really don't want to go back to school but then again I'm gona have to be ready for it cause its just in 15 or 16 more days or so which its not to long away but oh well what can I say. Well study more and hard and as well as pray because you can't start the whole day of school without prayer cause you will most definetly need it to get you through the day wheather you need it or not. But anyways this is all I have so later.

Sunday Morning sermon or whatever

Oh wow this morning at church my preacher was preaching and reading through Jude well anyways he started saying some stuff and then he started to say something about prayer on how about not all us pray like we all should and oh my gosh that like hit me and I realize that honestly I don't even pray like I should I guess I'm doing everything else though but I should start and make time for prayer cause its really important and nothing should come in the way of prayer. But yeah anyways I'm going to pray as always often as I can and its amzaing how God will forgive and always love you for not doing right or doing what you should be doing but don't and I can't really expalin why He does what He does but the only thing that I can say is that He loves me even though Im still a sinner and its like wow you know God is just so amazing and so much more.

My Awesome Mom

My mom is like there for you whenever I get hurt or whatever well she's there for me and will do anything that she can help Well anyways today I like stepped on one of those splinter things for the bordes which was like long but not that long and got stuck into my foot well anyways I was like mom I need to go to the hospitol or the doctor one and she was like why and I showed her my foot she was like oh well I can get that out and I was like mom you will hurt me and she was like have I ever hurt dad when I got something from him I was like well yeah because he gave out a litter hollor that said ouch that hurt she was like ok well let me go get the tweezers and I was like thats not gonna help or get it out she was like well you don't know that I was like fine see what you can do then she was like ok let me see your foot I was like here fine and well what she didn't get out with the tweezers she got it out with her hand and I gave out a little loud ouch and my mom was like she told you I could get it I was like well yeah and thank you and then had to go put proxide on my foot and I'm suprised I didn't cry since it did hurt a whole bunches but boy I wanted to and thank God that its out and no more pain cept for a little but other than that my foot is doing well.

My Dad's Cooking

Well my dad is like a really good cook it just tastes that good but when ever he cooks he just makes way to much of whatever he's cooking usually and like right about now he's been cooking a whole big pot of stew thats in one of those long big slow cooking things and well lets just say its a really big pot full and we could like feed the whole town that we live in and maybe more than that and like after that we like put it into like two big gallons of ice cream buckets and like put it in the freezer or in the refrigerator so which means left overs which is fine for about three days and thats it I'm ready for something else althought its good but anyways its ready now so i'm gonna go eat and I'd be more then happy to give ya some. (:)

Untitled

Whats with all the shit you've been telling me because it just doesn't add up right. I know I'm only seventeen a teen in between and almost eighteen and I need to have fun but how can I when your the one holding me back and not ready to let me go just because you don't trust me or whatever because thats what it seems and I'm sick of it and I know that time is ticking away but you just got to realize that I'm not a little girl anymore. I'm growing up and trying to live life the right way but you say I don't know whats going on but wrong because I do and its a really crazy world that we're living in today and why can't you see that I'm living my life the way I want it to be and making the good choices instead of the bad ones that some other people choose. Why can't you see that I'm walking with the Lord who's leading me into the light and as well leading me to do right and you wonder why we can't talk it out instead we scream our feelings out. You say you understand me but I don't think you do but I have friends that do and with whatever I can't say to you then I go to them for they understand me and they maybe going through some rough times as well and its tough but I just need to have space when your always on my case so I need to get out of the house every once in a while to hang out and be with the people my age and to keep on the same page and yes I will always love you through all the days to come and I'm not dumb as you think I may be so just lay off with all the put downs and you can never change the person that I am now.

Abortion

Is it wrong or is it right. Well is it right to just to kill an innocent little kid who has done no wrong and hasn't even been born yet. Even though the baby wasn't planned yet by the parents or the boyfriend or girlfriend doesn't mean that he wasn't planned by God and if you been raped and ended up having a baby whether your ashamed or not you have eaither two options although there's a third one but its just wrong. The first option is you can keep it, the second one is that give it up for adoption and there's plenty of family that wants kids and also the kid earns a right to live and the third is abortion which you don't want to do because your killing an innocent living child that may be your son or daughter and most imortantly God's son or daughter who knew each and everything about them and as well they're a gift from God. Check out Psalms 139:13-18 and Jerimah 1:5 and theres also some more verses as well but just make the right decision and don't let abortion be the answer.

Just Because

Just because I'm a blonde doesn't make me a dumb one.

Just because I talk to a lot of guys doesn't make me a slut so quit acting like a but.

Just because I'm happy doesn't mean I feel crappy.

Just because I'm not tall doesn't mean I still can't have a ball.

Just because I'm short doesn't mean I still can't play sports.

Just because I pray doesn't mean I always get my way and just because I'm a teen it doesn't mean I shouldn't be seen.

A Lonely Girl

She's just a lonely girl with no place to go and no one to turn too. She's wondering if anyone will love her for her past mistakes she's made. So she says to herself why am I even here if I'm only living in fear as a tear fell down from her face. As she walks down the street people start to stare just like she's nothing and return to whatever they're doing like she's not even there. So then she asks why did they all leave me and did they even believe in me. She's crying really hard now not knowing where life will take her. So she runs and runs till she can't run no more. She wants to give up. She's losing hope and now she thinks life is all a big joke. she pulls out a knife that she's been saving and wants to get rid of the strife out of her life. As she raised the knife up she hears a sweet voice that said my daughter come to me for your not alone you have so much to live for, of all the things that you don't have but you do have me so come follow me and I'll restore your hopes and dreams and fulfill everything you need within in me. She knew who that voice belonged to non other than Jesus Christ God's Son . She tells Him I'm a nobody and not worth anything and Jesus said wrong my child you are someone. Your my daughter thats gone astray but I have found you, loved and cared for you and never stopped. So she says Lord please get me out of this mess for I have thought myself less and wanted to give up when stuff don't go my way which is almost everyday. So He said my daughter just come follow me and everything will be all right and don't fright for you will be living in my light and we will be together forever and always.

A Scary Night Lastnight

Well last night I was in my room waching a scary movie but I wasn't paying that much attention to it well anyways from what I saw there was this girl and there was her boyfriend that snuck up on her and there was suppose to been a killer in there well I really didn't see what was going to happen so I turned it well anyways my mom called me down for a snack and well I came down to eat and well I thought my mom went into the pantry well anyways I got up to go get a cup of water and when I went to the sink and I happen to look up and well anyways I was near the window and my mom was outside after all this time and she went to the window and went boo and I like screamed and then I almost choked and then my mom was laughing and then my brother started laughing and apparently he knew where she was and but I like screamed cause she scared me and well I'd probably won't be watching scary movies alone unless the're funny or eaither that with some of my friends but I really don't wach scary movies all that much though but I do the comedies though cause they're funny and make me laugh. Well that was my highlight for the night lastnight.

Why Try

Why try to be cool when you act like a fool

Why try to become better when you still mess up and get tangled up

Why try pleasing someone when that one can just be you

Why try running when you should be praying

Why try being sappy when you should be happy

Why try being mad when you should be glad

Why try drinking when you should be thinking

Why try dating when you should be waiting

Why try giving up when you should be looking up

The reason to try is to see where you get in life with so much strife.

If I Died Today

If I died today would you dare care

If I died today would you be sad or glad

If I died today would it be the same or just a game to you

If I died today would you still think about me or just forget all about me

If I died today do you know where I'd be going and knowing I'd be in a great place and still know my face and as well know that I have finished the race.

My Testamony

I've been going to church ever since I was around seven and was surrounded by people that talked about how God is really awesome and powerful and I thought that they were just nuts and I just thought that He wasn't such a big deal or anything like that but it turned out that I was wrong.

Before I even became a Christian I thought why was I even here and what I was suppose to do in life so in the 4th and 5th grade I thought about killing myself because I wasn't good enough for anybody or wasn't good at anything which I never did attempt but thought about more though and going to parties about the age of 16 and to drink alchol to get people to like me and be my friend. I have also thought about getting a tattoo because I thought they were really cool and all but I decided not to cause its to painful and I can't take that much pain. I've also judged other people on how they act and look like even other Christians cause I just thought they were a bunch of stuck up people trying to tell people what to do or not to do and trying to be perfect in all that they do.

In the summer of 2001, it was the summer of me getting ready to go into the 6th grade and on June 3 I got saved then on Father's Day I got baptized which for me when I first became a Christian it was kinda scary because you hear about people getting killed for their faith which they still do that in other countries and so I talked very little about God and in 2002 was the same way but I did open up more though but in 2003 until now I'm now telling a lot of people about how God is awesome and more awesome stuff like that.

In 2003 I thought I was better than everybody else and better than basketball than some of my team mates which I'm not but I just a big head though but one night when I was about to go to bed and to pray God came to me and said your not better than anyone and nobody's better than you and I was like wow oh my gosh you may be right and of course He was right because He was God.

Well In 2004 part of January and part of February I lost my faith in Christ because I thought He wasn't doing anything in my life or even listening to me but it turned out that I wasn't listening to him. Then like one day after school I went up to Coach Wilson my coach and asked him what was the point in praying so he started talking to me for a little while but I was like ok cause part of it went out one ear and out the other. Well that same day we had a basketball game that was like second to last or whatever after it was over I like started crying because of what I was going through and some of the players asked me if I was ok and I was like I'm fine and didn't think I played very well which some said I did but that wasn't the reason I was crying but like a lil later Coach Wilson came in there to talk to me some more and I was like thinking do you have any idea of what I'm going through and you haven't been in my situation which he probably has cause like most Christians goes through some trials but anyways he was like when you get home and go to bed just pray to God and I was like ok well that night when I got home I got ready for bed and was going to pray but I just couldnt do it so I was like ok forget this I'm just gona give up and turn my back on Him. But on Feb 24- 25 my churh youth group and I went to San Antonio for a youth ralley called Aquire the fire well the first night when we got there the preacher was talking about God and doubting and stuff like that so when we went to praying I was like ok God if your hear and listening I wana know now cause if not then I'm just gona give you up and like a second or so that I said that He told me that I've always been here for you and has always been listening to you but your the one that turned away from me which theres a verse in the Bible where it says I will never leave or forsake you. And like that moment I was like crying for joy insted of sadness and that night I came back to Christ which was totally awesome.

Then about that summer in 2005 I went to church camp which was really awesome and realized what I wanted to do in my life. I met a lot of awesome new Christian friends and had a blast. But like on the second to the last day the preacher that was speaking which by the way he was awesome he was like asking us what we wanted to to or wanted to do as we get older and for me was becoming a youth minister but not really sure if that was right for me or not so as we like began to pray I was like ok God if this your will and want me to do it then i'm gona need help and guidance along the way or whatever you want me to do then I'd do it. But like whatever I do wheather its basketball or just school wise Im doing it for all the glory of God which 1 Corienthians 10:31 says and God has gaven me some awesome gifts and talents and I just thank Him for that and I now I've realized with God's help that I don't have to be cool and go out drinking and partying and putting down people just to get others to be my friend and that I'd just have to be myself wheather people like you or not and I've discovered that not everybodys going to like you in life and if they don't then thats fine. And if it wasn't for the Grace of God then I'd probably wouldn't even be here or wouldn't be the person I am today and I thank God everyday for my loved ones that supports me and loves me for me wheather other people don't and the trials that I go through and with some help from a few people I get closer to God.

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Its one of my friends blog who's life is changing more into tha Lord for tha good and wants to spread the word that some people that don't even know and is willing. auzzuriwarrior.blogspot.com

What A Day

Well what a busy long day for me. I got about 8:00 to get ready to take my two dogs to the vet to take out their stiches and to check if they have heart worms and yay for me they don't but anyways went back home to drop them off, then went back into town to pay my dad's computer bill which didnt take long then from there we went to Wal-Mart to get a lil bit of food but it turns out we bought two full carts full of dang groceries and we were like in there for four hours and I was so much to get out there cause I was hungry of course I ate breakfast but hey it was like 1:00 before lunch time and then the cool part was that we went to Chicken Express to eat well to take home and I have to say that was great and like the best chicken place so far to eat chicken. Then left for home got back round 3:30 or so then unload the grociers and eat and if that wasn't enough one of my best friend Kelcey invited me over to go swimming which was awesome and fun and refresing and relaxing from the long walking but the sad thing is that we got to go back tomorrow cause we didnt get everything we needed but you'd figure two carts full of groceries just isnt enough well maybe its because we got stuff that we didn't need like oreos. Well actualy I did need the oreos I needed sumthin sweet to eat so thanks to my mom to what I was thinkin maybe not cause she was already going toward them anyways but hey I can't complain I had a long busy exiting day but yea anyways I'm pretty tired now but I'm gona get me some sugar so I can be on a sugar rush now won't that make my family happy but maybe instead of that I'll just get an apple or so but it still has sugar in it but hey its healthy and Im not a health junkie I'm more like a junk food junkie so now I just hope I don't get fat and stay in shape which I can pretty much do that as long as I keep on running and playing basketball and just have lots of energy but anyways I'm out so Peace!

Just One Of Those Days

Have you ever had one of those days where your just not feeling all so great or just alone and Satan's just trying to sneak up on you when your having a great one and trust me we all go thourgh bad days and continoue with them but there is hope and you can turn your day around but of course your gona need help because you can't do it alone so who do you turn to. Well of course there is a best friend that you turn to but if that friends not there at the moment you can always turn to Jesus Christ your true friend and Saviour forever. Hey is that not awesome or what all you gotta do is simple just pick up a Bible if you have and Pray to God How your feeling and if you don't have a Bible then just Pray what your going through and theres always room for Prayer just like there's room for jell-o.
Theres a few verses to look up as well which one of them is that

The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you, he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid, and do not be discouraged. Deateronmy 31:8 which has helpmed me several times and another is that well even though it talks about being afraid or discouraged its still a good verse but this one says Be strong and courageous. Do not be terified, do not be discouraged for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9 but theres also some more awesome verses like that but just remember when your havin one of those days then go to God cause He will be more willing to help you out and not only that he already knows you how your feeling if nobody else does which is just awesome. What more can you say about that?

Have A Happy Fourth Of July

Just remember that on this day that all the veterns and the other men and women in the army that served us and to protect us and our country and just remember to still be proud of our country.



Oh, say can you see by the dawn's early lightWhat so proudly we hailed at the twilight's last gleaming?Whose broad stripes and bright stars thru the perilous fight,O'er the ramparts we watched were so gallantly streaming?And the rocket's red glare, the bombs bursting in air,Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there.Oh, say does that star-spangled banner yet waveO'er the land of the free and the home of the brave?On the shore, dimly seen through the mists of the deep,Where the foe's haughty host in dread silence reposes,What is that which the breeze, o'er the towering steep,As it fitfully blows, half conceals, half discloses?Now it catches the gleam of the morning's first beam,In full glory reflected now shines in the stream:'Tis the star-spangled banner! Oh long may it waveO'er the land of the free and the home of the brave!And where is that band who so vauntingly sworeThat the havoc of war and the battle's confusion,A home and a country should leave us no more!Their blood has washed out their foul footsteps' pollution.No refuge could save the hireling and slaveFrom the terror of flight, or the gloom of the grave:And the star-spangled banner in triumph doth waveO'er the land of the free and the home of the brave!Oh! thus be it ever, when freemen shall standBetween their loved home and the war's desolation!Blest with victory and peace, may the heav'n rescued landPraise the Power that hath made and preserved us a nation.Then conquer we must, when our cause it is just,And this be our motto: "In God is our trust."And the star-spangled banner in triumph shall wave O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave!