The Real Me

Some peoole think I've got it all together that everythings all under control and everything's going great but what they don't know even know the real me. When they see me with a smile on my face which is almost everyday they automatically think I'm pretty happy but what they don't even know is that I feel down sometimes I even get mad and sad but with God's help I stand strong but they don't see that all they see is joy in me and that puts a smile on their face which makes me happy because I just helped someone. They think I'm perfect because I don't do nothing wrong which they have it all mixed up but then I confess up to God of what I've done. When they see me out on the baskeball court they see me as this rough and tough girl running all over the floor back and fourth trying my best not wanting to rest with sweat pouring all over me but deep down inside me and what they don't see is that I'm scared at some of the players and the nervousness that I sometimes feel and then I bring it up to God so He can deal and will let me heal. Also scared that I'd let some people down when I mess up but when its all over people still cheer for me no matter what and they know that I gave it my all and had a ball during the game and I'm not trying to gain fame I'm still just the same. I'm just a girl with feelings and love chilling with with new people I just meet so just let me be the real me. I love having fun when I run in the sun but sometimes when I become serious no one takes me serioulsy and I get furious. Sometimes I get scared and think that some people really never cared but then realize the people that love me do and always will. I'm just a girl with all different feelings not just one. So I call upon the Lord which He knows what all I'm going through which is all the true me and with Him I stand strong. This is the real me so just deal with it.